Two Men

I should have written my dream journal first thing in the morning, as now I only have the sketch of my dream with most details gone.

I had two men coming to my dream. The first was my current Sales Manager. We somewhat had a tacit attraction on the first sight. He seemed to be able to see through me. I don’t recall any conversations (like my other dreams do) between us. There was a scene we were both naked in bed. But there was no actual sex or much of a physical. I think our liking to each other had more elements of admiration, respect, fondness and inner connection rather than lust (although admittedly he is one of the two men in the whole office of forty people who I think has a personal charisma).

There was a certain eye contact between him and me which seemed to contain all the feelings we had towards each other. Then the next scene took me to a court proceeding where he was charged with bigamy as he was a married man prior to meeting me. It was a serious charge and there was no way he could defend himself. He was sentenced to several years of imprisonment. I couldn’t forget that innocent but despair look in his eye.

The other man was Xing, who I had a short term relationship with thirteen years ago. (FYI - he was a wealthy real estate tycoon with a closed heart). He came to my dormitory to look for me. Somehow he missed me. He managed to find himself another dormitory in the campus to stay for the night. When I found him next morning, I was not impressed that he came to look for me and managed to stay for the night. When he left, I followed him. I was not sure why I followed him perhaps I was curious to find out where he was going. I saw him disappeared in a bush near the river.