Ex-boyfriend

Talking about intimate relationships, there were two people that I loved heart and soul before I met hubby. One of them is Lewis. I met him during playing tennis and almost immediately we fell in love. I found him very attractive, sexy, playful and manly as he was sporty, rode a motorbike, and was a hi-fi fan like me.

Our relationship reached peak after peak. The whole time we were together I was in a state of ecstasy (I‘ve never had this degree of ecstasy in any other relationships). Then one day I found that he was still seeing his ex-girlfriend. I was devastated and deeply hurt. I knew that I had to leave him.

Last night for the first time in ten years Lewis came to my dream. Here is the dream:

He has just quit his job in the Municipal Sports Committee as one of his friends has offered him a job in the Municipal Museum and promised him heaps of opportunities and benefits. Although I can’t comprehend what these opportunities and benefits are considering the vast difference in the nature between the two jobs, I feel very happy for him. The job offers him $4,000 a month - although not too attractive on the surface, it comes with a house accommodation which to me is a reasonable package. While some of his friends don’t think this move is wise, I fully stand by him and encourage him to take it for a change. (According to my dream, at this stage I am somewhat his girlfriend but we are not exclusive or serious.)

I really want to see him have an uplift in life and be a success in his family. He is the youngest child in the family. His family is very unfortunate in that his sister and two brothers together with his mother have all passed away, leaving him and his father behind. I imagine his father would want to see him settle down, get married and start a family. (Please note that this is the story in my dream. I don't know anything about his family or siblings.)

Lewis, I and a couple (his friends) are have dinner in his place. His friends are teasing and joking about Lewis and me. I think they are kind of probing as to when we are going to tie the knot. Lewis is slightly embarrassed as he knows that we are not yet that serious in the relationship.

I stand up and grab him. I look at him in the eye and say to him: ‘Lewis, I want to be with you! I love you and I want us to be together!’ This happens suddenly and I am shocked by my response. However, I know that what I said was from the bottom of my heart. I have awakened suddenly, and realised that he is the true love of my life.